- New Year 2006 -

Well, it's the first day of a new year... I don't know why I'm feeling so weird. We declared love to one another. Love it is I am sure, and being far apart on this day aches my heart so... I am waiting for her to call... But don't think she's gonna call... So I'm gonna call her... I've not felt so much in a while... (noi jai nid nid) Hehehe. I love you mak na kub thirak. This day of a new beginning marks another growth of our everlasting love.

And no poems today, gotta hurry and call her!

Waiting for the Love Wind

I stood by the window waiting for the wind,
Which had grew thin as days past
The cold wind I have felt and seen
Last! Last! Oh how I wish the gust of wind would last!
Wind of love, wind of lust, wind of comforting care
Come at me quick, come at me hard, I dare
For there is not another moment to spare
Show me the feeling that nothing could compare
And so I stood at the window, waiting there
Waiting for you the wind right there

- C. Aurelius

A Thought to You...

Trust My Love

Glimpse of sadness in your eyes
Tears of pain and endless sighs
And yet here hope lies

Though what's past had let parts of us die
We meet and coincide
From there old grew and new arise

Trust in me, trust in the new that arise
Cup your hand, feel my heart
Bind our love and never be apart

- C. Aurelius

Feelings...

Wherever You Go

The harsh wind blows
The calm water stirs
The blazing sun consumes
The lifeless stone stares
Which are you?

If you are the wind,
I am the tiny dust that will forever travel with you wherever you go
If you are the water,
I am the current that persuade your every little move
If you are the sun,
I am none but the fuel that feeds endlessly to your burning fire
If you are the stone,
I am the rain that brings down the vivid colors of the rainbow to animate you
But if you are just you, I am just me waiting here for you...

The harsh wind blows
The calm water stirs
The blazing sun consumes
The lifeless stone stares
Which are you?

- C. Aurelius

- A Thought From the Wind -

As the wind bring about the ripples in the swan lake, I sat down in thought on our rock while the God of Wind blows his breath against my face. All I thought about was her. Wonder why I always think of her? Yeah, me too. Anyway, while on that rock, something came to my mind. I have lost my footing somewhere along the way and fell for her completely. Walking parallel to it I still walk, although the terrain seems to be rougher on the surface, it actually feels warm and soft on my feet. Wonderful balances of nature. Besides my sincere feelings and constant support, faith is all I have for now...



Poem of the Post: The Night Has a Thousand Eyes

The night has a thousand eyes,
And the day but one;
Yet the light of the bright world dies
With the dying sun.
The mind has a thousand eyes,
And the heart but one;
Yet the life of a whole life dies
When love is done.

- F.W.Bourdillon

To my recent, but most beloved friend...

I Shall Not Live in Vain

If I can stop one heart from breaking,
I shall not live in vain;
If I can ease one life from aching
Or cool one pain,
Or help one fainting robin
Unto his nest again,
I shall not live in vain.

- Emily Dickinson

And thus you are not living in vain my friend for your glittering eyes see, your warm heart feels, then your tender hands aid...

Not only so, but you could take the world with that beautiful smile that touches all souls.

Take care of yourself my sweet friend...

Love's Philosophy

The fountains mingle with the river
And the rivers with the ocean,
The winds of heaven mix forever
With a sweet emotion;
Nothing in the world is single,
All things by a law divine
In one another's being mingle-
Why not I with thine?
See the mountains kiss high heaven,
And the waves clasp one another;
No sister-flower would be forgiven
If it disdain'd its brother:
And the sunlight clasps the earth,
And the moonbeams kiss the sea-
What are all these kissings worth,
If thou kiss not me?

- Percy Bysshe Shelley